August 2009
4 posts
yenilmez It’s good to feel a sense of control again.
I know you think that I shouldn’t still love you, Or tell you that. But if I didn’t say it, well I’d still have felt it where’s the sense in that? I promise I’m not trying to make your life harder Or return to where we were I know I left too much mess and destruction to come back again And I caused...
“Please don’t keep me waiting for much longer.”
– my secret for August 10th, 2009
Today has been a dark day. Unless a miracle happens, these clouds are here to stay. My heart is utterly broken - and that infuriates me. I am going through the stages of grief just perfectly so far: denial, depression, anger. The last stage is acceptance. I have not gotten there yet. My eyes have been swollen all day; constantly watery and red. You weren’t doing me a favor. All...
I was once told that hatred is worn on everyone. That is not true in my case; animosity is the only thing that looks bad on me, so I dare not try it on.
My friend settled her divorce today. She got everything she wanted and I could not be happier for her and her sons. Something that also tickled my fancy: I discovered that I have the ability to attract two cops and a disturbed convict in one...